Devil’s Conquest

Summary: I want to break you, change you, destroy you, mold you into what I want and desire. You are mine, whether you see it or not… I will possess you; own you, every little drop… Dark oneshot.

Author’s Note: I think it maybe very well obvious who this person is… He is very devilish, if I do say. This is an old one-shot, but I thought I would share it, too. Enjoy.

Warning: Dark.

 

Devil’s Conquest

By

K.N. Proctor

 

I want to break you, change you, destroy you, mold you into what I want and desire. Your sweet, simple, naïve nature is utterly disgusting, unacceptable and your trust is so easily acquired. But, that, too will work to my will, as long as you continue downhill.

You’ll never see it coming, but very few do, never see the monster that lurks so close, clawing at the surface… Close enough to burn, close enough to break, close enough to utterly and completely destroy everything in its wake. But you never have been very good at seeing things clear… Have you, dear?

Slowly, I prefer it that way, bit by bit, day by day, and moment by moment, I take you away. Stealing thoughts, breaking dreams, morals drop, and silence’s screams. You are mine, whether you see it or not… I will possess you; own you, every little drop…

But, I mustn’t get ahead of myself, as I said, that isn’t me… I am a patience man, you see, I have all the time in the world, all eternity. But I am doubtful it will take so long, innocence is easily crush, and you have never been that strong.

I drift closer, and this should raise alarm, but you are ever so trusting… I loath and love that about you, so pleasing, so disgusting… I suppose I was innocent once, a time before time itself, so many ages ago. My mind shifts, thinking of what to say as you slowly stroll.

There is no need for words; you know what I am after. Why don’t you stop me? Don’t you fear the hereafter? However, there is no fear in your eyes, and with pained breath, your eyes paint rivers of tears you’ve cried.

I slither closer, so much like a snake. Oh, there is so much I plan to take. Your cheek is smooth and cool in my hand as I brush the tears away. My hand trails as I make my plan to lead you astray.

You never waver, simple watching me with those eyes. The love that is there is so undeserving yet you give me that as well, you aren’t aware of where my intentions lie. You move closer still, as you have always loved the warmth I radiate, so different from the cold heart in its wake.

“Hush.” My lips brush your ear and you shiver something furious with a faint pout. “Are you afraid?” I knew better than to ask, knew that someone so simple couldn’t have me figured out.

“No,” And I was right again, but about such things, I am rarely wrong. Your eyes too wide, too innocent, too frustratingly chaste meet mine, the plea is there and you soon will be fully mine. “Why should I be?”

Answering such a question would be my downfall, so I refrain and simply take your hand; we go by whatsoever we maybe befall. I didn’t miss the shiver of pleasure it send down your spine, as I said, you soon will be mine. The road I lead you on is anything but narrow or straight, but way past the proper gate. “Come with me?”

You answer is quick, assured. “Of course.” Too trusting, too weak… It will be so easy to break you, so easy to tweak.

The path is what most choose, and your soul, you are soon to loose. That mere thought sends me to bliss, and you are unaware of the binds I twist. “Closer…”

You press against me in lover’s embrace, perhaps I misjudged you, seems you aren’t so chaste.  My little, pure white dove is slowly slipping in the mud. “I am cold.” Your hands tangle in my hair as you whisper so bold.

Seems I have a lot to learn about my little doll. With my face buried in your hair, you miss my mischievous stare, miss your oncoming fall. “Of course… I will warm you, darling.” Such endearments are your undoing, not that you would notice, but it is your heart I am misusing. Inch by inch, I have your innocence’s stripped bare, but, my dear, you just don’t seem to care.

“Are we home yet?” The darkening of your eyes, the subtle changes are aligned, and now you truly are mine. There is not hope for you at this point, not reason to try, I am so sorry to disappoint.

“Close, my love.” Lies are so easily told, but so are you to mold. Damned are we both, damned as any can be, but not as much as me. Hell’s gate is but a breath away and there is nothing left to take, all, but your soul, as is the tales of old. You are mine now, you see… For now and to eternity.


Fairytale

Love, a fairytale of pretty words.

 

This was another Six Word Stories prompt “Fairytale”. Love is a fairytale…


I Have A Savior Song Lyrics

Below are the lyrics to the song my boyfriend, Justin Mason, and I wrote. I really had fun writing this and I pray it blesses you. Here is the link to the video.

 

Verse One

He looks at me and I start to see

Everything that I will never be

I just want to be made free

I’m so sick of who I’ve came to be

 

Chorus One

I need a Savior, I need a friend

I need someone who knows where I’ve been

I need Your love, Lord, to see me through the pain

I can’t see tomorrow from the rain

 

Verse Two

I now see who I am in Thee

Everything that I am meant to be

I’ve been made free

And now I want to be all the Lord has called me to be

 

Chorus Two

I have a Savior, I have a friend

I have someone who knows where I’ve been

I have Your love, Lord, to see me through the pain

Now I can see tomorrow past the rain

 

Repeat Chorus Two.


Just To Brag On My God A Little…

So I have to share my testimonies from last week with you all. I am so thankful for everything that the Lord does…and I know He does more than I even realize. He is so good to us and I am in awe how He cares enough about us to do even little things that really doesn’t matter to anyone, but us…that is how much that He is interested in our everyday lives!

First of all, I purchased a phone from eBay about a month ago, but it wasn’t what I had ordered and was just junky. I contacted the seller and they assured me that they would replace it… When I still hadn’t gotten anything, I contacted them again, but they assured me it was in the mail. Finally, I got tired of it and reported them to eBay. They then harassed me via text, saying they would win and eBay was siding with them because I had waited past the return date—which, by the way, it was only one day past that date and I had only waited that long because I was trying to let them work it out. It was a possibility that it wouldn’t go my way and I had heard of several cases like mine ruling in the seller’s favor, but just three hours later it was resolved…in my favor! I didn’t have to pay return shipping or anything and I would be repaid in FULL! How good is our God?!

Second, I was with my mom at work and it was time for my shot—diabetic, type 1—so I went to take it…only to realize that I didn’t have enough with me and I couldn’t go back to the house so I had to take the amount that I had. I prayed that God would let this be like my usual amount of insulin and He did! My sugar was like it should be and I thank God for His help!

Third, I had gone to town with Mom and I was sitting outside in the SUV while she had gone inside the store for a few things. I hadn’t brought a CD and I was sitting there thinking I wished I had one… A small, still voice suggested I check the CD case in the SUV. Low and behold, my Kari Jobe CD that had been missing for a couple of months was in there! I had looked everywhere for the CD and couldn’t find it. It means so much to be that the Lord would help me find it. I’m so thankful that He cares about what we care about!

Fourth, I was up at my parents’ house visiting. I was fixing to leave when Dad stopped me and we were talking. Next thing I knew, we heard a loud boom. Somehow, even though the SUV was in park, it had rolled forward and hit the house. Thankfully, no damage was done. However, the great thing was I probably would have been pinned between the SUV and wall had my Dad not stopped me. I thank the Lord for His protective hands!

I am sure there is more that I could share with you… God’s handprints are on our everyday lives, He is always there watching over and guiding us. He is so awesome! If you have any testimonies, please share in the comments below!

God bless!

~K.N. Proctor.

 

“For He shall give His angels charge over you, To keep you in all your ways.” – Psalms 91:11


Hold On

Even if everything seems to be falling apart, God is reforming each piece back into a new and perfect picture for your life. No doubt what the devil meant to destroy, God can and will remake…even better than before!

Life is hard…sometimes things seem utterly hopeless, but in Him we have nothing and no one to fear because He is with us! Wait out the storm, He is there with you, holding your hand and He will never let go!


True Love Waits

True Love Waits

By

K.N. Proctor

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That moment…that special moment when your whole life changes, that moment when you find the one person made just for you

As a teenager, I wanted what my peers had: I wanted a boyfriend. I daydreamed and desired that desperately. Finally, one evening I was talking to my Dad about it and then he prayed with me for that desire to be filled. God sent me what I had asked and I fell in love; I thought I had something that would last forever…as probably most young people do. In the end, all I ended up with was shattered dreams, a broken heart and too many tears to count.

After that, I changed my outlook. I wanted something more; I didn’t just want a boyfriend but I wanted a husband, someone I could spend the rest of my life with, someone to experience the good and the bad. A few young men caught my eye and I had a few that liked me, but none ever worked out and I have to thank God for that because they weren’t who He wanted for me.

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No Matter What, Trust In Him

“No matter how things seem, God is still in control and He will see you through!” — K.N. Proctor

 

Sometimes circumstances seem so dark, but the sun always rises with the new day. Sometimes things seem so impossible in our own lives and that there is no hope, but God will always see us through!

 

“…and, lo, I a with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.” — Matthew 28:20

 

Red letter, Christ is speaking and He promised to be with us always, even unto the end of the world! Therefore, we have nothing and no one to fear. Praise the Lord Jesus! Take faith in God that everything is going to be all right!

I pray that whatever you are going through that you allow the Lord to lead you and that you give any fears or worries to Him. if you have any prayer requests or needs, please contact me at knproctor@gregproctor.net. May God bless and keep you!


“As long as you’re doing your best God’ll see to the rest.” – K.N. Proctor

Trust in the Lord and He will see you through. Do His will and you cannot lose.

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Redeemed

Redeemed: broken and flawed no more.”

Another Six Word Story. Anyway, this one was for a self-portrait mini-contest. This is who I am, a Christian; I am no longer the same.

Therefore, if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” – 2 Corinthians 5:17.


New Beginnings

“Tomorrow speaks new beginnings for all.”

I stumbled upon Six Word Stories on deviantArt and found it really interesting so I have been doing these very short stories…  This one was the prompt “Tomorrow Speaks” and was the first one I had written. Every day is a new chance, all our mistakes are in the past and we can make each day new.


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